Gone Astray

I'm back?

2007-12-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

Whew. It's been a while since I last updated my blog. I dunno if I'll be able to blog a lot now. Kinda busy with both my real and in-game lives.

I actually regret forgetting to post what happened these past few months, from September up to now to be specific. I'm really lazy in posting all the interesting events that transpired because I still have to finish writing my reaction paper for Phist. :c

But good news for myself though. I'm really motivated to draw again, especially since Christmas is just around the corner. Even if it's impossible for me to upload 30 or so deviations within 3 weeks time, I believe that progress is within my reach now hopefully. I'm even planning to take summer lessons on drawing too, but this time, it's gonna be realism. :) Haven't told my dad though, but hopefully he'll agree, because I'm actually prepared to spend my savings for this. XDXD

Also, it's around 6 days till Paskuhan, and hopefully, the end of classes for 2007. <3>Konting tiis nalang..

2007-08-21T16:01:00.000+08:00

I haven't been able to update lately because:
1) I got my drive to play Perfect World back.
2) I'm currently addicted to Bleach.
3) I still have to finish my preliminary exams.
4) I usually forget.

It's a short post because I don't really have anything to post right now. I'll update this when I feel like it. :p

Hitsugaya-kun= <3<3<3

Priceless

2007-07-25T17:47:00.000+08:00

OMG. Thanks so much guys, especially to those who remembered! T-T I really didn't have any idea that there was going to be a surprise celebration for us. T-T It was really touching (alam kong corny na pero pagbigyan niyo na ako. XD). <3

I really had a blast today. My first plan before going to school:
1. Attend the "orientation".
2. Treat the whole class to a blow-out.
3. Finish our plans with the guidance counselor.
4. Go home.

But man was I wrong. XD

Good Lord. I'm still in a state of shock, and a happy one at that. <3

Special thanks to:
1CS-4 - Thanks talaga, guys. T_T Grabe pinagplanuhan niyo pa talaga. Tapos nakapagattend rin kayo. T_T Hope you enjoyed the pizza! :3
Girls of 1CS4- Wah! Asar, galing niyo magtago ah! XD
Family and friends- Of course, why wouldn't I leave my family and friends out? <3
And to all those who remembered!

Thanks for making this day so memorable! <3>

2007-07-20T20:38:00.000+08:00

We'll be leaving for Ilocos soon. I'll post the details once we return.

Anyway, here's a little something I've been doing a while ago.

*sigh* I really hate close-minded people. -_-

What are friends for?

2007-07-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

Ing-chan! You are my savior! *hugs tightly*

EDIT: Richie! Thanks for cheering me up too! :D

Emo much?

2007-07-11T20:11:00.000+08:00

I'm in an overly-troubled-thinking mood. Emo? Maybe.

The Last Love Song on This Little Planet

2007-07-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Morris!

Saikano is so good. ;_; Some of the scenes there really made me feel sad, to the point that I cried. Yes, people. I am a hopeless romantic. The last anime I cried on to was Fruits Basket. ;_; Sigh, the nostalgia is killing me. ;_; Too bad Veoh didn't have episodes 12 & 13 of Saikano. I guess I have to settle on watching the Spanish subtitles instead. *pout*

I'm also being deprived of my room more and more just recently. -_-; I can't seem to hang out there anymore because most of the time my mom or my sisters bum there. Private times inside my room are a rarity nowadays. ;_;

I'm sleepy.

of birthdays, auditions and drawings

2007-07-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

Before I blabber about my week, I just wanna say:

Belated Happi Berday to meh sisters and to Angelica! *hugs*

Well, to start off, our class (and prolly most of the UST students who had classes on Saturday) didn't have the chance to attend the UAAP starting ceremony (or whatever it was called) yesterday. D: I'm not an avid fan of UAAP, heck I don't even know what most of the university teams are called, but I guess I really should go with the flow. >.<

Last Tuesday, we had a change in our schedule. We're now officially dismissed at 5pm every Tuesday because of some sucked-up mishap with our Trigonometry teacher's schedule. -_-; I don't really mind it because I can now commute by myself, but 5pm's kinda late for me. ;_; I hate getting stuck in traffic. Gah. Oh well, we do have a reduction of an hour's worth of classes on Wednesdays. Guess I don't have to complain on that anymore. D:

My friends and I then auditioned for Mediartrix, an art organization, last Thursday. The visual art department auditioneers were asked to construct something that represents ourselves. In short, some junk art. We were provided with wires, marbles, sequins, mesh paper (or whatever it was called), styrofoam, beads and the like. I made a mask using wires and some pieces of mesh paper. The other works were pretty good too (LOL at the Perla soap bar XD). After that, we were asked to wait outside for our interview. There were a LOT of questions. Grrrlqhxst. X3 We finished the audition at around 6pm (we started at around 3:30pm). Gah, it was pretty strenuous. Add to that the fact that it was raining pretty hard when we went outside. x.x I then asked my dad to fetch me instead. T-T

Kay asked me if I plan on renewing my friendster account. I'm still thinking about it. I'm not fond of things like that (hence the fact that I don't like putting up pictures of myself in here). I don't really have anything to show to the world. @_@ And DevArt is like my kind of 'Friendster' world. But I can't pass the fact that most, if not all, of my friends have a Friendster account. I feel left out. ;_; Gah. I guess I'll just renew it when the time comes. -_-;

I just noticed that I use the word 'fact' to much. x.x

I've also got back to drawing recently. Shirotsuki is so awesome. ;_; I really get inspired whenever I see her art. So detailed and subtle, the kind of style I want to adopt. But I reaaaaaaaaaaaaaally have a long way to go. T-T I don't even know if I can reach that height of professionalism when I'm in my 20's. @_@ I draw everyday but I can't seem to finish anything I started. That's my problem when it comes to art. I could draw figures and faces but I couldn't get myself to finish the whole thing. I'm not that creative too. I always use some reference to guide myself in drawing. Not that it's a bad thing, it's just that I don't have my own originality. I always copy/try the styles of other artists, but I never seem to discover what my kind of art is. I always run out of ideas, heck I don't even have any idea, as to how I like my drawings to come out. I picture something in my mind, draw it out (the face usually) and when I don't like it, I abandon it, just like that. If you remember the WIP screenshot I posted last month, it's still stuck at that same moment you saw the picture. Talk about freezeframes. @_@

I guess I just have to laugh it off again. Typical. Blah. x.x

EDIT: Blogger is really pissing me off. -_-;

2007-07-01T22:01:00.000+08:00

Transformers was really awesome! One of the best movies this year IMO. :D You really should go see it now, even if you've watched it already. XD

I got to see my guildmates after 9 months. XD We didn't stay long in the PW Soft Launch though. :(

And I managed to finish the TEM exam, which I planned on dropping, right on time. Whew. X3

I still have a lot of assignments to finish, almost 1 or more for each subject. I still have PE class tomorrow. I still have to drop by the library for the English bibliography assignment. And, I still have to buy some pens for the week.

College. =/

=D

2007-06-29T21:15:00.000+08:00

Warning:
EMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOWTF.

I take back what I said. Why does history, MY history, always keep on repeating?

...Why should I keep on caring?

bizarre

2007-06-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

This is really sad.

I never expected this to happen. He was always one of my favorite wrestlers in WWE, even though I don't watch it anymore. He'd rather act than talk, one of the qualities most wrestlers lack, even if it's scripted. My thoughts and prayers go out to both his family and the WWE team. :c

*sigh* What a way to end one of my most exciting college days in my life (for now anyway).

Groggy

2007-06-24T22:02:00.000+08:00

To-do list:

~~Finish ICS1 assignment.~~
~~Finish ICS6 assignment.~~
Prepare for Softball test.
Prepare for Theo 1 'report'.
Prepare for Eng 101A activity/report.
Prepare for Phl 2 graded recitation.
Finish Eng 101A assignments (2 activities).
Finish Fil 1 'assignment'.
Answer 100+ Math questions, literally.
Buy/borrow a Bible.
Get some sleep.

Things are looking up this weekend. *rolls eyes*

EDIT: Okay. Now I'm pissed off. Wakong a. ~_~

Glum

2007-06-23T22:23:00.001+08:00

I was supposed to post something cheerful today, but my day just made me feel a bit glum. =/ I dunno why, but I actually can't think of anything or feel anything. My mind's filled with obscurity that at times I don't really know what to do. I don't think I'm depressed because I don't really have anything to be depressed about. My mind's just blank.

Well anyway, I applied for TEM, an Engineering organization, yesterday. The application exam was pretty long, but I did enjoy finishing most of it. We were asked to clean and color a dirty and messed up picture digitally. I guess I was lucky because I kinda concentrated on improving my digital art skills last vacation. I'm still not yet finished though. Got bored from all the trial and errors. Fortunately, they extended the deadline of the submission of applications. :D

Despite the uncomfortable and busy day I had a while ago, watching a few episodes of Death Note and the latest episode of Naruto: Shippuden made my day happier. Hmmmmmmmmhmmmmmmhmmmhmm! 8D

Colds part 2

2007-06-20T21:33:00.000+08:00

My cold got worse. XD Fortunately, my dad allowed us to use nasal sprays for comfort. :D

Sooo, we had our freshman orientation this morning. Some of the parts were pretty boring, but most of them were fun to watch, excluding the Rotring advertisement. <.<

We also had our campus tour in the afternoon. It was fun but.. hot. -_- Everyone was given a messenger bag with the UST quadricentennial logo printed on it. We didn't get to have the pin and ballpen though. XP So, we went around the school, with the sun shining brightly up in the azure blue sky. The only part I liked about the tour was the museum. XP And I guess that's about it.

I did get new frames for my glasses though. :D And my dad bought a karaoke mike. X3

Edit: Blogger's starting to annoy me. -_-

Getting along

2007-06-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

I have a cold now, and it's certainly not doing me any good. >.<

I just realized that I "easily" get along with the people in my block. Well, it's not really a lot, but I'm still surprised that it's not that hard to get along with the people around me. I'm not the kind of person that likes to approach people, nor am I that approachable. I usually keep quiet and just wait for people to approach me, which, in fact, doesn't happen very often. Ever since I entered college, things began to change. I tend to approach people more and get a little more inquisitive. In turn, I get to know them more, and at the same time win their friendship.

Is it the effect of college? I believe so. Everyone starts anew in college, more so when you don't know the people in your block. The fact that everyone starts equally makes me really happy, because I get to start on the same platform as they are. :)

Does this post make sense? I think it needs more connection and fluidity. =/ Guess I'm not really a born writer. >.<

First Weekend

2007-06-18T11:27:00.000+08:00

I don't know how to start with my blog entry, really. Nor can I think of an appropriate title. A lot (not actually a lot, 'coz a few is a lot to me. LOL) of weird things happened during my first weekend (my weekend includes all mondays from now on. XD). Some of them I refuse to post here because I'm all paranoid about it. o_o; Well anyway, I'll just cover the important parts (which really isn't a lot. XD).

Saturday
Had class today. >.< I had a dentist appointment later on, so I had to be fetched by my dad. As I waited, I hanged out with Kay for a while and talked about a lot of things. :) After our dentist appointment, we had some bad news about what happened inside our home. And that's where my paranoia started. XD

Sunday
It's Father's Day! We missed our weekly badminton workout (there goes my exercise D:), but we got to watch Fantastic 4: Rise of the Silver Surfer later on. :) Didn't really do anything important, which includes my Philo 2 assignment (25 survey questions! Nuuu..), yesterday. I just bummed around and watched Naruto: Shippuden till the end of the day. With that said, I can now call myself a self-proclaimed... NejixTenten fan! *squeals* Yes, that's how geeky I am. :D

I had my first PE class today. Mine and I went to the gymnasium together and there we had our orientation. We learned a few cheers and whatnot. Afterwards, I bought the books I needed and commuted my way home. It was my first time going home by myself so I got a little worried. XD It wasn't that bad, I just had to prevent myself from daydreaming to get myself home. :))

And here I am, posting about what happened in my boring weekend. I really should post something serious here for a change. x.x

Day 2

2007-06-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

Before I start "ranting" about school, I just want to
greet Dorsie a Happy 17th Birthday! *glomps* I wasn't able to give her my gifts though. :( *sigh* Schedules. x.x

So, off to my rants/raves. XP

School today was fun. :D Got to meet 4 new people, but I never got to talk to them much. :( Classes started to get stressful and not to mention hot! >.< Rm 60 was such a pain in the ass. The room had 3 aircons installed, yet it felt like none of them were working. ~_~ I like Rm 53 better. Smaller, but cooler nonetheless. Cool is.. cool (lol lame). 8D Sad though, we get to use Rm 60 4 days a week, 3 hours a day, more or less. X3

I got to see my different subject professors too. One special mention would be our Philosophy 1 professor. He gave us 4 different essays in one go. o_o; The lesson was really interesting though. Had me think a lot there. XD After Philo, we had Filipino. We got to make a 6 stanza poem about ourselves. LOL. I'm kind of ashamed of mine. The words were too simple. I just wanted to finish it before the bell rang. I got to learn the tagalog word for orange too (kahel). XDXD

Going home, I almost had an instant headache due to the heat (of the classroom) and the smoke outside. Argh. That's one of the things I hate about commuting. >.<

At home, Rolf PMed me about how my PW CB account was being used by another person. o_o It scared the hell out of me, 'cause I don't wanna get hacked again, ever since I got hacked in RO way back. I logged in, and there I was informed of the details. Lady told me that it started a few days ago. The "unknown user" used my character (the shame of him! ~_~) and started ranting about how the game works etc (picturing my character ranting crazily seemed silly, heh). So, the guild did some detective work (I'm not sure of what really happened, but I guess this'll do :p) and it turns out that LU actually sent an email containing our account info and all that to the unknown user, who turned out to be an event winner. Minutes passed by and Rolf then PMed me the new password of our account. I was really relieved that things kinda got back to normal. (Thanks so much everyone, especially to Rolf and Lady. If I forgot someone else, sorry. :( I don't know all the details. x.x)

Okaaay. After this incident, all I have to say is I'm a little disappointed at LU! right now. =/ But I still have my hopes up for the game. I just hope that they won't let all this hope go to waste. =/

And so, I end my day by typing the last sentences of my journal entry. See you next post. :3

Day 1

2007-06-13T05:37:00.000+08:00

First day. Misadventures. Low Battery. Hot Corridors. New Friends. Relief and excitement.

That pretty much sums up my first day at school/college. XD I didn't think it would go so well. I expected it to be more.. tense. x.x But it was really fun, nonetheless. My block was dominated by boys, around 80% more or less. But it's okay. :)

Just for the sake of filling up all this empty space, I decided to post a WIP (work in progress) of mine. :D

I'll edit the nose later. :)) No title yet. A little something that I started a week ago. I'm having a hard time finishing this. Couldn't make up my mind about the colors. :( The background's pink so that I can spot corrections quickly. :)

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The Beginning and End

2007-06-12T20:55:00.000+08:00

New blog. First post. Last day. 20 hours. Unprepared.

Okaay. I made a new blog again. X3 I've been thinking about it these past few weeks, and it's only now that I finally made a new one. I don't know the exact reason why, but I guess it's because I'll finally start college tomorrow. :)

I'm a bit nervous, partly because I'm still unprepared, mentally and physically. XD I just feel that meeting new people and making new friends won't go well tomorrow. =/ My tongue always gets tangled up when I talk to people. D: I hope I overcome this tomorrow, else I'll just make a fool out of myself again. XD

Edit: I guess this'll be the last edit of the day. LOL. I finally found a layout to spruce up my blog a bit. Still lacks a few things though, but I guess this'll do. :3 Have to edit a few things till I get contented with it (which prolly won't happen in a million years. XD).

Hmmmm. 12 hours till I get to enter and attend a new class, and meet new people along the way. :3